Grown Up Christmas List

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown-up now
Can you still help somehow?
I'm not a child, but my start still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown-up Christmas list
Not for myself, but for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth?
Maybe only in that blind belief can we ever find the truth

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal our hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end

This is my grown-up Christmas list
This is my only lifelong wish

This is my grown-up Christmas list 

Merry Christmas Everyone!

Prayers For a Soulmate and True Love on Day4

Reawakening to Love

The season of love is upon us.
The heart reawakens
I reclaim my birthright
and take a stand for my own self- worth
and my innate ability to love
and live in the embrace of love.

I have had trouble with love in the past.
I have been disappointed.
My heart has been hurt.
I was once lonely, angry, unhappy, sad, and worried.
I used to believe you can’t find true, lasting, soulful love.
But I choose to heal this now.
I choose love and choose to find true love.
I make a new choice to reclaim the innocence of the heart
and reconnect to a deep and soulful love.

-Rev. Laurie Sue Brockway

source:http://www.beliefnet.com/Faiths/Prayer/2009/06/Soulmate-Prayers.aspx

For 3rd Day: Love Song For No One

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dAco4VAGEyo

Staying home alone on a Friday

Flat on the floor looking back

On old love

Or lack thereof

After all the crushes are faded

And all my wishful thinking was wrong

I'm jaded

I hate it

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

So tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

Get here

Searching all my days just to find you

I'm not sure who I'm looking for

I'll know it

When I see you

Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom

Staying up all night just to write

A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

So tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox

I could have passed you on the sidewalk

Could I have missed my chance

And watched you walk away?

Oh no way

I could have met you in a sandbox

I could have passed you on the sidewalk

Could I have missed my chance

And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

I'm so tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

I'm so tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here oh yeah

You'll be so good

You'll be so good for me

A Parasonnet for Day 2

 "How do I love her? Let me count the ways

 I love her with the warmth of the summer mornings 

As the gentle Russian breeze

 Blows every serene bud away 

I love her by the coolness of evening dew 

As the brightly-lit horizon

Smiles down in an enchanting way

I love her by each and every page 

The Holy Words would tell; 

I love her As firmly as the sturdy maple 

No, my words for her won’t fail 

And if these are not enough 

For her that I adore,why I shall but love her

 Until I can love no more"

Day 1

Okay, so I was jogging earlier today on the hope of finding the one, LOL. I know it's quite pathetic believing that the other half, that one you will be spending the rest of your life with, ay makakasalubong mo sa daan habang nagjojog, LOL. But who know's? Who wouldv'e thought about the 9/11 attack? Or the battle of Waterloo? (Okay, masyadong morbid ang ginamit kong comparables). But the point is, anything can happen, right?


Yep, I saw one potential. So I saw this girl, she looked quite familiar. Parang choir member sya sa simbahan. I don't know. But the thing is, I was not able to, you know, ask her name and all the essential things. The opportunity was a fleeting one... Mabilis and I never had the chance. So, yeah, day 1:butata para sa akin, LOL. Oh well...

Quest for The One

Saw this couple while I was in a fast food taking my lunch, all gooey eyed. Shit! (sorry for the expletive)


Okay, I've been single for almost four months now. And not that I am actively seeking but I guess it's high time for me to search for someone I would like to invest my time with and do couple-y stuff. My usual relationship lasts for a few months, six tops. Why am I not holding onto them?

My close friends kept on telling me that my problem was and still is fear of commitment. Hell, yeah who is not afraid? This one time I was supposed to meet the parents of this girl  but I chickened out. Yeah, yeah I am soooo stupid because that very act lead to our break-up although we weren't formal. I guess I had loved her and sometimes I miss her but I think it would be for the better.

I am not the fairy-tale type of guy. I mean I don't believe in all the happily ever after crap and all. But I believe humans can always compromise. We can always give and take. That's more or less is practical love, right? One can't always get what s/he want.

Okay, on top of my new yea'rs resolution is my quest to find that kind of love for myself. I think I am more than ready to dwell on that mature relationship. I'll have my eyes wide open, ears all cleaned up and mind perked-up.

I am ready to love, LOL

I am ready to be gooeey-eyed and all that crap!

I am ready to be mushy, ready to compromise, ready to give as well as take.

I am ready!

Now, where is she?