Quest for The One

Saw this couple while I was in a fast food taking my lunch, all gooey eyed. Shit! (sorry for the expletive)


Okay, I've been single for almost four months now. And not that I am actively seeking but I guess it's high time for me to search for someone I would like to invest my time with and do couple-y stuff. My usual relationship lasts for a few months, six tops. Why am I not holding onto them?

My close friends kept on telling me that my problem was and still is fear of commitment. Hell, yeah who is not afraid? This one time I was supposed to meet the parents of this girl  but I chickened out. Yeah, yeah I am soooo stupid because that very act lead to our break-up although we weren't formal. I guess I had loved her and sometimes I miss her but I think it would be for the better.

I am not the fairy-tale type of guy. I mean I don't believe in all the happily ever after crap and all. But I believe humans can always compromise. We can always give and take. That's more or less is practical love, right? One can't always get what s/he want.

Okay, on top of my new yea'rs resolution is my quest to find that kind of love for myself. I think I am more than ready to dwell on that mature relationship. I'll have my eyes wide open, ears all cleaned up and mind perked-up.

I am ready to love, LOL

I am ready to be gooeey-eyed and all that crap!

I am ready to be mushy, ready to compromise, ready to give as well as take.

I am ready!

Now, where is she?