Asking for Connection

Huh?

I dunno but today is one gloomy day! There is something that I am surely missing, but what is, I don't know.

I have just realized, it is really hard to act like you are one grown-up man because it is not really easy making decisions that, in one way or another, will affect my life. And to have nobody to ask for opinion? Hell... Okay, so maybe I am a tough guy who knows what he is doing, but won't you guys give me the slack of once in a while stumbling and yeah, you picking me up and drag my butt to that something I was so hopelessly running to?

You're a crap

It hurts my guts really to just try not throwing up with all the frustrations and stuff... This sounds too fag, but what the hell? I am really lost right now (hey have you noticed that every month, I seemed to be lost? LOL)


Connection... I guess that's what's lacking here... I seriously need someone to talk to... A guy/father figure, or an elder brother at the least, who would not be ashamed telling how shit I am doing and "dude you're one big mess" "fuck up you are disgusting" all those stuff that I really nee and end up listening to all the crap I might be pouring and tells you honest to the face how a dumb ass you are without any judgement and resentment, like "yeah you are a dumb ass, but whatcha gonna do about it?"

Yeah, yeah

So sick with all the expectations and all... So tired of the faces so condescending and all-shit!

Hear ye! hell yeah!